This world has thought me a lot of things by experience and exposure . I never trust the opposite as they don't have a heart. They have the capability to make you feel that you are the center of their world for one minute and completely ignore you the next minute. We actually lose a lot of energy and time figuring out this . And by that our hearts are completely out of control and it breaks.
In general when someone uses sweet words i don't mind it. I am trained to be resistant to all this sugar coated drama. I am generally sensible enough and have grown up.
But but all my years of training disappears when i am with him. They is a conflict of interest between my heart and brain. My brain reads his words as 'false total junk please do ignore'. But my heart yearns and wishes for those to be true.
Maybe he sent the wrong message to me. I do it all the time . Or as a serial playboy these words are a part of his vocabulary . But this poison coated sweet words are actually killing me. Anyone knows where can we get some resistantance
In general when someone uses sweet words i don't mind it. I am trained to be resistant to all this sugar coated drama. I am generally sensible enough and have grown up.
But but all my years of training disappears when i am with him. They is a conflict of interest between my heart and brain. My brain reads his words as 'false total junk please do ignore'. But my heart yearns and wishes for those to be true.
Maybe he sent the wrong message to me. I do it all the time . Or as a serial playboy these words are a part of his vocabulary . But this poison coated sweet words are actually killing me. Anyone knows where can we get some resistantance
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