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i wish i didn't wish all this

When i get up i wish he is by my side
When i take my mobile i wish he has sent me a message
When i get ready i wish he is there to motivate me
When i decide the dress to wear i wish he is there to select it
When i walk on the road i wish he is by my side
When i see someone in the bike or car. I wish it was us
When i travel by bus. I wish he is next to me
When i am in office . I wish he calls me occasionally
When i feel down. I wish he senses my mood
When i come home in the evening . I wish he walks with me holding my hands jabbering sweet nothings
When i sulk to eat . I wish he feeds me
When i sleep in the night. I wish my pillow to be his lap
When i watch a movie . I wish his hand holds me tight
I wish all he says are true
Finally i wish i didn 't wish all this
As it won't come true and will remain a wish always

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