Me and my thoughts

Sometimes people take you for granted Sometimes people just ignore your feelings Sometimes people just trample your heart Sometimes they think You are a their pet or something Its just a throw and catch game They forget you have a heart They forget you have emotions They might not do it on purpose But they forget that you have a life It comes as a surprise to them Sometimes a shock The sad part is this is not the worst If your loved one does this You feel hurt and alone If it is not your loved one We might not mind it at all If your loved one can't hurt you Then how does it feel All of a sudden you realise The person who u adored Has no control on you They might never realise this But you feel anger on both And a empty space It also hurts When your loved one Loses the power to hurt you

I know you are with me Its just that i cant feel you I know you wont forsake me Its just that I am in darkness I know you will be there for me Its just that I am feeling alone I know you can make miracles happen Its just that I am in need of one I know you have a plan for me Its just that I don’t have a purpose I honestly trust you Please don’t think I don’t Its just tat I am too exhausted to live Can I please die God?

I look around and find almost nothing The light is too bright to see I see people around me But I find it difficult to reach out I am in a middle of a crowd Still feel alone I hear the laughter around me I am not able to feel it My eyes yearns to let out my feeling But my tears have run out I move around trying to get a hold of life But find it slippery and cold I try to find a hold But i am unable to find it My hope of light diminishes As everyday passes by One day, When the light goes off And the darkness conquers me I might disappear into nothing

When we first met , we were strangers When we first spoke, we were trying to be friends Maybe even trying to impress each other Maybe even a little doubtful about each other Slowly the cloud disperses as the time grows And we grow closer Gradually you become a part of each other And sometimes even inseperable We become each other morning alarm Each other food and enegry Each other's breath Each other's smile Each other's tears Each other's pillow Each other's dreams Almost everything for each other And suddenly The magic bursts Leaving confusion and chaos behind Be it emotional or something Needles out there are many But the burst leaves behind the same feelings It makes us feel lost It makes us feel insecure It makes us feel alone It makes us feel negative It changes the perspective of the world It makes us feel drained It makes the world colourless We just return to be strangers But with a bond That can neither be broken nor bonded ...

It may not be right It may not be correct It may not be wrong either Atleast according to me If it is wrong Many simple and complicated things would become wrong Right from chocolates to croces Is one form of corruption Sometimes it becomes mandatory In some aspects of life When it goes a little beyond control It is said to be wrong But is it How do we draw a line When you give a child a chocolate  To get a work done It is called love When you money or something to someone To get a work done It is called corruption Where does this start The first day of our life for many The toys used to distract the baby To feed her food The gift promised to him To make him work harder Simple things starts the criteria We have reached a point Where everything happens for something This has been become a base criteria But it is not wrong It is just unavoidable It is too much into the system Setting a limit might be feasible This may seem heartless But that the way to keep the bea...

I dont know when you were born I dont know who caused your beginning I dont know the reason behind your birth I did not even know you before a year I never ever expected you to know you Nor to like you so much I never knew you will become so important to me or maybe us You were just like anyother thing in the beginning You were just a bunch of items put together I never understood the purpose Nor could decipher the meaning I felt like you were a tradition passed over to us We even forgot about you In the chaos of work You were just a part of the weekly report and the occasional joke There were times we thought you were never going to happen You were just a part of the multitude of papers Suddenly, one fine day You came to life With vigour and enegry When questions were raised about you We realized how clueless we were When deadlines were given We got into mindless and aimless working And managed to finish you on time Before we could breathe Came the biggest b...

My greatest fear is not living alone It is dying alone People always just use me And I have had no one when i actually need someone I might or might not be economically stable But I will never be emotionally safe Physically I can handle But Mentally I will always be a wreck With a plastic smile always on my face And with a heart bleeding I will stay awake all night and day For death to embrace me The worst failure in my life Is not people ditching me Is not nature being against me Is not non availabily of anythinf Is not even loniliness Is giving up hope And meeting death before she comes to me Even then My greatest fear is not living alone It is dying alone