Should I talk
Or Should I ignore
The words no longer hurt like they used to
It means I am losing it
And attaining the Carefree mode
I find it hilarious
Maybe because it no longer causes the pain
And also because it masks my anger
I know I have a good memory
But I never felt protected
Nor pampered
Their definition of life was different
And it was not the best
I don’t complain about it
I have learned to accept what I have
Why do they grumble
Why do their complain
Is it because to test my temper
Or is it because to train my patience
Sometimes, I bit my tongue to hold back the words
These words could hurt them
In a more primal way
Maybe I did not inherit that from them
The ability to hurt without a second thought
Something stops me from retaliating
Maybe because I have given up
And it scares me
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