Everyone around me loves customization
They like their own version of me
I try so hard to maintain the relationship
That I most times forgot the real me
They want me to be emotionally strong
They want me to financially support
They want me to be independent
They want me to be smart
They want me to be sweet
The list goes on and on
And differs from every person
The world around me
Is so used to me being flexible
That it just can't accept the real me
They cannot accept my mood swings
My crankiness
My depression
And noone of my darker moods
The moods which would need their support and care
I am so bored of this one way relationship
That I want to just run away
And start new..
Every person we meet creates an impact on us. The way the impact works is quite surprising. Sometimes the impact created by a stranger is more than the impact by a close friend. I always consider life as a block of coal or a big piece of rock. The journey from Coal to diamond or Rock to sculpture takes a lot of time and can also be painful. It does not happen with a single person or with a single incidence. The conversation process is continuous and can happen till our last breath. We get better and better with age and experience. I have never managed to understand when a person reaches his best. Maybe the level is unattainable. Still changes, both ups and downs happen throughout our lives. I remember an innocent hyper girl who wore sensitivity on her sleeve. The smallest spark was enough to set her on fire. She was on the extreme of emotions. The emotions can range from Happiness, sorrow, loneliness and anger. Still the emotions controlled her and stole her sleep many nights.
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