They broke me
Every day was a fight
A fight with the world
A fight within myself
I tried my best to keep up
To stay ignorant
To tell myself that is it was for the greater good
A good that was no where in sight
Every action sliced through my heart
Every silence ripped me apart
I cried a thousand tears
To the words
To the indifference
And the insecurity
I told myself tomorrow would be better
That there was hope at the end
The pain made me feel alive
Told me that I had a reason to fight
Told me that I cared
Today was different
Nothing made an impact
It did not cause pain
I did not feel angry
Just let the words brush by me
I viewed it like an observer
Justified the accusations
And moved on
It no longer hurts
I stopped caring
There is no reason to fight
It seems they have won
They broke me to the point of no return
There is nothing left to hold me
To give me hope
Everyday would be the same
And I don't think I would care
Every person we meet creates an impact on us. The way the impact works is quite surprising. Sometimes the impact created by a stranger is more than the impact by a close friend. I always consider life as a block of coal or a big piece of rock. The journey from Coal to diamond or Rock to sculpture takes a lot of time and can also be painful. It does not happen with a single person or with a single incidence. The conversation process is continuous and can happen till our last breath. We get better and better with age and experience. I have never managed to understand when a person reaches his best. Maybe the level is unattainable. Still changes, both ups and downs happen throughout our lives. I remember an innocent hyper girl who wore sensitivity on her sleeve. The smallest spark was enough to set her on fire. She was on the extreme of emotions. The emotions can range from Happiness, sorrow, loneliness and anger. Still the emotions controlled her and stole her sleep many nights. ...
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