Me and my thoughts

As i look around I realised the world is not the same anymore I feel the breeze on me but can enjoy it Everything is different The green trees look gray The whole world seems slowed down My heart no longer beats I cant breathe anymore The laugh around does not register And my brain can't figure the reason I just wish the blood stops flowing to my heart

I love travelling by train I hate a few parts of it though Every time i travel by train Life gives me two options Ten minutes of pain or A lifetime of pain I might be crazy But always select a lifetime of pain I have often imagined though What Will happen if select ten minutes of pain It Will create a little commotion People Will talk to each other about benefits of a strong heart My parents Will worry about loss of investment My frnds may get a little bored After a month or so Everyone Will move on I Will be just another person to live and gone Ppl Will remember me occasionaly And life goes on Still i can't figure out. Why i opt for a lifetime of pain

When i catch a cold i take a tablet When i am sick i go to the doctor When i was a kid my parents gave me vaccination Even when i get a small cut i take a tt Just bcos all this are physical We take effort to cure it The people around us take care of us Just bcos the heart can't be seen Just bcos the blood coming due to hurt not seen Just bcos the pain not physical Why do ppl ignore it A soothing word might not cure a bleeding heart But Will give the strength to move on

Sunday mornings are generally slow i get up late and laze around have a early lunch watch a boring movie and then a even boring ride and wonder how the hell did Sunday got over soon Today wanted to do something different So decided to start something Got up real early Went for a jog . Ok more of a walk And now i am back Wana check if this Sunday Is different from other Sundays

A old saying "Too much of anything is not good" Seems true for most things in life But i think its more appropriate for one thing The one thing which is becoming a increasing concern these days The uncontrollable growth of cells Medically it is called Malignant neoplasm The symptoms are seen in some But most unlucky ones it is not seen With advanced science The medical field have grown tremendously A lot of new techniques have been found But still This is one battle we are still fighting And we lose a lot of things to it Yes there are a lot of things beyond our control But Why there is no action taken to create awareness Why there is no medical help to people without money The word itself gives all the creeps It breaks hearts and families it creates panic And panic leads to unnecessary things Death is a part of this world But this... Lets join hands to fight cancer Uncontrollable growth of cells in the body can be  Controlled by joining Hands

as the thunder roars my heart jumps in joy i rush out to the sound of water dripping i starts slowly the first touch is heaven its both cold and warm as the water flows on me i feel blessed i shiver yet i am happy i am completely drenched yet i am not satisfied i yearn for more suddenly a rough loud kind voice shouts my name a strong pair of hands pull me back to reality i did not hear a single word he spoke just was gazing into the rain he dried my hair while grumbling and made my change into dry things and i am gazing into the rain wishing all this Will happen

For a number of reasons i don't remember i was dumb in school . I even had explanations and reasons for that. I was a attention seeker and did not know to do it properly. When i was in class two they gave me a barbie in raffle. Omg how happy and Gud i felt. i wanted my parents to ask Me why i flunk and i had lot of things to tell them. But they never asked me and i never told them till date.i grew up feeling lost and depressed. I am sure i had a lot of happy things of childhood but i don't remember any . The place i considered as refuge was my tuition. I really liked my tuition teacher a lot . The biggest problems on earth was homework and exams and marks. I was lazy and irritated to do just do it I wish i was a better student. But then i would lost my identity. I always believe life is more than marks, though marks are important too. We can still manage without them