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Hate - A longtime goal

I hate you because I have 1000 reasons to do it
And I am still not able to do it properly
How many reasons do I need to hate you
Maybe a million
I doubt even then I will be able to
You have a strong control over you
I sometimes feel I am a puppet
You hold my strings
You drop me whether you mean it or not
I hate you only to let you hold me  again
You make me freeze
You make me feel warm
You make me weep
You also make me laugh
The best thing is you make me laugh and weep at the same time
You capture my mind at the smallest opportunity
You break my defences
You make me lose myself in you
You make me feel lost
You are the tear in the middle of the night
You are the smile in the middle of the day
Every place is haunted by you
You creep into me
And kill me slowly
I hate you for all this

Still have not succeeded…

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