Me and my thoughts

You are not always right As your claim to be Sometimes the fight over nothing Might not lead to great things But may break everything The silent might not be bad But it is loud enough to numb your love The pain is not too unbearable Both physically and emotionally You told me I was dead But why does the pain erode me

Sometimes I want to say so much I never end up saying the right words I just talk too much But it is meaningless I am scared That my words might hurt Or It might be ignored My hearts yearns to speak And my brain translates it differently Maybe both are right Yet I am dumb at most times I jabber and jabber And people perceive a different me Maybe I am too complicated for them Nor they have taken a effort to decode me They take me for the face value And never look deeper Maybe they are too busy Or just not interested Still It hurts everytime When words fails, Eyes speak 

  Sometimes I feel like just leaving Maybe it will save people from pain I better be a coward Than hurt the people I love I know sometimes I cannot be avoided And will happen whether I want it or not Still Maybe the way to stop Is to stop fighting destiny And just leave Maybe I wont stop it But I wont create pain I just cant bear to hurt them As it will anyway kill me So I better leave

Sometimes I am filled with love Sometimes hatred overpowers me Sometimes I am indifferent Sometimes I am pulled in different directions Sometimes I am selfish Sometimes I am ready to sacrifice myself I hurt myself And you in the process Sometimes I feel like a puppet In mercy of my feelings And My feelings confuse me

Opposite Poles Attract But does the attraction stay Science taught me laws But it failed to teach the results and consquences Results were taught In a hard way though Just because it attract Does not mean it will last Nor does it mean that it will be strong It need not make you happy either Attraction can cause tears And it can tear us apart When it leaves It leaves a scar As a memoir or a souvenier Science neither taught us The law of binding the poles And I have not decipher it Still the law do work Whether we like it or not

One cold evening We sat in the beach Talking and venting the stress of the day Completely ignoring her Suddenly the storm started hissing And the rain started beating Maybe it was her way of showing the anger As the wind and water fought to establish their strength Still he was not ready to mind them And I continued to stare at the fight He held my hand and drew me close A water flew in the direction of the wind And the storm chilled the bones He spoke soothing words to warm the heart As I froze in the moment The cold rain splashed reality He had not finished the fight Rain and Wind did not expect my attention No did he The cold evening was cold after all

Halwa is always a treat. One of the fondest and happiest memories of my childhood is the gooey, sweet and tasty treat filled with nuts and love. I hail from the city pearls who is the neighbour to the city of halwa. Their halwa is world famous and is in great demand. We can get the halwa all over the world. Still the original is the best. This is a healthy, diabetic friendly version of my favorite dessert. Ingredients Beetroot(grated raw) - 1 cup Natura Sugar free - 1/2 cup Nuts Ghee Cardamom Method Start tempering the beetroot by adding a little water and cardamom Once the mixture is sticky, add the sugar free gradually Continue to do this still you the get the gooey consistency Heat ghee separately and roast the nuts Add the nuts to the mixture and allow it to cool Pic Courtesy - Google Note - This goes well with spicy biryani. The same can be done with other vegetables.